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	<title>Complexities of the Mind</title>
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	<description>Raw. Rebel. Alone.</description>
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		<title>To deal with</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/poetry/2010/08/to-deal-with/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 25 Aug 2010 19:07:33 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[The thoughts; another day enduring my insignificant intelligence; my lack of success in anything, makes me want to push myself into darkness. The simple; the one; the entity we&#8217;re all sure will bring peace to the unsettled behaviour in my heart. The death; the seemingly unworried figure approaches me with a prospect of better. My [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Food divide</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2010/08/food-divide/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 18 Aug 2010 19:13:37 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[The cultural divide on food is massive. The perception is all wrong. Many a time we see that in consumerism, a product starts off being expensive and the more people but the cheaper it becomes. That&#8217;s how areas like technology have always been evolved. However! The food area is a far more complex. We can&#8217;t [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Sleepy</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 15 Aug 2010 19:20:20 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[The sleepy behaviour screams into my ears and I lose my balance. My head glides through the air and the noises stop forming. The silence golden and pure; unreal and a relief. The headache slumps into my skull, forcing itself onto the gentle childhood behaviour. &#8220;it needs to be more tangible&#8221; he shouts. &#8220;no more [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Biggest shit in my life</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2010/04/biggest-shit-in-my-life/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 20 Apr 2010 19:56:39 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/complex/?p=307</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[The anxious drip flows into my body as I think about the journey ahead. Getting home. My music disturbed as the electronics fails me. I wonder about work and if things have changed. I wonder after this time how people perceive me. Am I liked or looked upon in a weird way? Being the same [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Mere action a step too far</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2010/04/mere-action-a-step-too-far/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 02 Apr 2010 20:01:37 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/complex/?p=306</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[02/04/10 The culture here is please others and impression is all mighty. Are we under the fictional realism that the appeasement of stupidity is the next part of evolution? What&#8217;s the point in saving others when we can&#8217;t fend for ourselves? The damned culture is my perfect description for this delusional society. Lazy and unwilling [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Hand to brush to canvas</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2010/04/hand-to-brush-to-canvas/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 01 Apr 2010 20:22:37 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/complex/?p=305</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[In the event of an ice age avoid Iraq by all means. Especially the stupidity of the northern Kurds. Being a Kurd myself; I&#8217;m amazed by the clear lack of direction and tactical acumen. Compare ourselves to most other cultures and we seem like we&#8217;re constantly fucking ourselves in the foot. Why are we not [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Tea</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/poetry/2010/03/tea/</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 01 Mar 2010 18:16:15 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>halmat</dc:creator>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/complex/?p=300</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[I got up this morning and poured hot water into a cup. Filled to the brill and dropped a tea bag. Earl grey. The scent reminds me of the red sunrise in the January mornings. The cold mist hugs the buildings surrounding my 5th floor view. With each slip I can feel the comfort. The [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Coated</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/poetry/2010/01/coated/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 29 Jan 2010 08:51:43 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>halmat</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Coated in darkness, the kind that you can&#8217;t see, the kind that fills you with emptiness. But who am I to judge its purpose. The substance that lies beneath a whirlwind of complex structures that simplify over time (collective super strings of energy follow into that harmony). My purpose to suffer and finally grow up [...]]]></description>
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		<title>The old flat of my dream</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2010/01/the-old-flat-of-my-dream/</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 11 Jan 2010 09:02:45 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/complex/?p=298</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[I dreamt about the past &#8211; my old flat well our old flat. In acton town, the memories of my childhood spread across that era in my life. I dreamt about it last night. The comfort, the power of the imagination, the feeling of a bird spreading it&#8217;s wings for the first time. I keep [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Unjudged and Unrated</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2009/07/unjudged-and-unrated/</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 13 Jul 2009 23:00:44 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=292</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[The art of writing has lost its drive, has lost its passion. Mashed into unforeseeable potato salad. Lets hope not forever lost. The mass need for fast talk, instant satisfaction has taken over. Now we aren&#8217;t bothered about the deepness but whether it provides us with that never ending requirement for attention. This attention has [...]]]></description>
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		<title>The unthinkable &#8211; the self destruction</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2009/05/the-unthinkable-the-self-destruction/</link>
		<comments>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2009/05/the-unthinkable-the-self-destruction/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Thu, 21 May 2009 20:15:51 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I simply have lost the ability to communicate with others. Riddled and jumbled with emotions that mix with every fantasy and reality ever possibly processed in our minds. I don&#8217;t understand and feel the chill of isolation. I&#8217;m muzzled for conversation or intent in others. The pain and disappointment from precious friendships have left a [...]]]></description>
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		<title>I am nothing and nor will be anything</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/poetry/2009/05/i-am-nothing-and-nor-will-be-anything/</link>
		<comments>http://greydust.com/complex/poetry/2009/05/i-am-nothing-and-nor-will-be-anything/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Thu, 21 May 2009 20:08:35 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>halmat</dc:creator>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=290</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[I am nothing. That is all. Constant depression and a battle for perfection. I am nothing and the vision I uphold holds no value amongst the triad of people. Do they not understand or am I nothing? Vision of death and heartache haunt the very fabric of my body. I breathe it, eat it and [...]]]></description>
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		<title>My tolerance to the limit</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2009/05/my-tolerance-to-the-limit/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 05 May 2009 17:30:13 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=289</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[The interesting conflicts plaing riddles within. A comfort test of proving my worth is expanding my tolerance to the limit.]]></description>
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		<title>Feeling the darkness</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2009/03/feeling-the-darkness/</link>
		<comments>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2009/03/feeling-the-darkness/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Mon, 16 Mar 2009 22:41:10 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=288</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[The sadness strikes through and destroys everything I hold of importance. My heart fills on empty and yet this emptiness opens the truth of the truth of all truths. I see into myself and though the pain continues to numb me. For I&#8217;ve glanced into that, that should never be seen. For I&#8217;ve felt the [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Our misfit sorrows</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2009/03/our-misfit-sorrows/</link>
		<comments>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2009/03/our-misfit-sorrows/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Fri, 13 Mar 2009 21:09:11 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>halmat</dc:creator>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=287</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[What&#8217;s going on? Confusion tapping and it&#8217;s heavy hand strikes. I look and picture the beauty. I cry for escapism. How would you feel? Continuing to find the entrapment, the lack of the fresh air. I dare but wonder how it&#8217;ll all end. Are my thoughts so dark and engulfed with nothing, nothing that resembles [...]]]></description>
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		<title>When my mind can float again</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/poetry/2008/10/when-my-mind-can-float-again/</link>
		<comments>http://greydust.com/complex/poetry/2008/10/when-my-mind-can-float-again/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Tue, 14 Oct 2008 20:13:59 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>halmat</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[The music keeps me afloat on top of that sky those clouds and watching the rainfall trickle over that fictional-full city. Without way, am pushed over the cliff. Landing on nothing but jiggered rocks. The death as black as dark as unsatisfying as the journey made. The music, the drug that injects a flow of [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Greedy Green Slut</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/poetry/2008/10/greedy-green-slut/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 08 Oct 2008 18:20:09 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>halmat</dc:creator>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=295</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[What a journey, the predictable, almost makes me a zombie. Wait a minute that is me. Oh shock horror. Fed lies of already off-the-wall dreams about success from some already annoying slut who keeps calling, only when they need you to pay their bills. Which seems to be everyday&#8230; What a greedy green slut.]]></description>
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		<title>Colour sounds of splat, pow and bang</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2008/10/colour-sounds-of-splat-pow-and-bang/</link>
		<comments>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2008/10/colour-sounds-of-splat-pow-and-bang/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Tue, 07 Oct 2008 08:30:51 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>halmat</dc:creator>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=294</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[The colourful sounds of splat, pow and bang. As I stand here, getting ever closer to that machine I work in. The thought of slashing my wrists doesn&#8217;t sound too bad. Newspapers everywhere (touching me in ways never before), the words &#8211; the message engulf our very little minds. And people feel forever lost without [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Haunted</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/poetry/2008/04/haunted/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 22 Apr 2008 18:00:51 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>halmat</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I was haunted by the spirt last night. My mind awake and on fire. I feel it like a fever striking through into. The surrealism and motions projected like an old classic. My mind haunted, no control I walk in circles and no end in sight. I fear the worst.]]></description>
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		<title>For you</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2008/01/for-you/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 01 Jan 2008 15:15:14 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[This is for my eternal love.

I know understand how amazing you are truly are. My life has changed - you've taught a lot of things about how a relationship can withstand time.]]></description>
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		<title>Do you or do you not?</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2007/12/do-you-or-do-you-not/</link>
		<comments>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2007/12/do-you-or-do-you-not/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Sat, 29 Dec 2007 21:30:49 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Do you stay with someone because they love you? That question ponders and accelerates through the many brain cells&#8230; I look over at this couple obviously one is without care and the other looks away in disbelief while her ipod drains her thoughts away. Her eyes ever so heavier as she shut them with ease. [...]]]></description>
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		<title>What&#8217;s going on?</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2007/08/whats-going-on/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 26 Aug 2007 19:29:29 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[What’s going on? Confusion tapping and its heavy hand strikes. I look and picture the boat &#8211; a plain cry for escapism. How would you feel? Continuing to find the entrapment, the lack of fresh air. I dare but wonder how it’ll all end. Are my thoughts so dark and engulfed with nothing, nothing that [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Motionless and without time</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/poetry/2007/05/motionless-and-without-time/</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 07 May 2007 11:30:21 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[My eyes snapping the delights it endeavours on the voyage through time. Today, they surf across the many faces, the many dreams that become shaped in the mind.]]></description>
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		<title>The tube, endless and dark</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2007/03/the-tube-endless-and-dark/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 29 Mar 2007 18:00:08 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[The headache, the tiredness, striking at me. Through the tube, I see no end nor beginning. Just one dark tunnel, filled with people. No love, no respect, nor eye contact. Such a cold vehicle all might as be dead! Vanishing from us, the need to communicate as a society and yet we make it our [...]]]></description>
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		<title>The they love you question</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2007/03/the-they-love-you-question/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 29 Mar 2007 17:39:41 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=173</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[Do you stay with someone because they love you? That question I ponder over and accelerate through the many brain cells left in my mind. I look over at this couple; obviously one is without care and the other looks away in disbelief while her ipod drains her thoughts away. Her eyes over so heavier [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Feel free</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2007/03/feel-free/</link>
		<comments>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2007/03/feel-free/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Thu, 29 Mar 2007 08:30:36 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=283</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[Feel free to write your thoughts. Don&#8217;t restrict and admire the earth&#8217;s ground. Nothing more gentle and satisfying, then that fresh splash on my face early in the morning when the sun hits and bounces across the room. And nor do I feel that lack of sleep anymore, for my mind&#8217;s cleared up. And nor, [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Decision making on love&#8217;s cross road</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2007/03/decision-making-on-loves-cross-road/</link>
		<comments>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2007/03/decision-making-on-loves-cross-road/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Thu, 29 Mar 2007 06:05:21 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=285</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;m in an usual place&#8230; In two worlds, a deciding cross road. And they mentioned in the TV programme I watched yesterday. Where might be able to branch into different realities depending on the decisions you make. And I feel at that place. What am I edging towards with either alternate realities? What do there [...]]]></description>
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		<title>A cross road</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2007/03/a-cross-road/</link>
		<comments>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2007/03/a-cross-road/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 14 Mar 2007 14:05:32 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=175</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[I’m in an usual place… In two worlds, a deciding cross road. I watched a programme yesterday talking about where life might be able to branch into different realities depending on the decisions you make. And I feel at that place. What am I edging towards with either alternate realities? What do these parallel universes [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Tube time (Part 1)</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2007/03/tube-time-part-1/</link>
		<comments>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2007/03/tube-time-part-1/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Tue, 13 Mar 2007 14:30:30 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=177</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[The headache, the tiredness, striking at me. Through the tube, I see no end nor beginning. Just one dark tunnel, filled with people. No love, no respect nor eye contact. Such a cold vehicle, all seems lifeless. Vanishing from us, the need to communicate as a society and yet we make it our duty to [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Flux (Part 3)</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2007/03/flux-part-3/</link>
		<comments>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2007/03/flux-part-3/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Tue, 13 Mar 2007 04:30:05 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=179</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[Feel free to write your thoughts. Don’t restrict and admire the earth’s ground. Nothing more gentle and satisfying, then that fresh splash on my face early in the morning when the sun hits and comes across my room. And nor do I feel that lack of sleep anymore, for my mind’s cleared up. And nor, [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Sheep&#8217;s Path</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2007/01/sheeps-path/</link>
		<comments>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2007/01/sheeps-path/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 31 Jan 2007 02:10:09 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=181</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[I was thinking about a particular quote I wrote several years ago&#8230; &#8220;True brightness of love, evolves from the dark&#8221; Now I&#8217;ve been thinking about this quote and its realness. Does it apply to our reality? Do people shift together by moments of pure-brilliance of that oh so unusual darkness&#8230;? It is because that both [...]]]></description>
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		<title>I do and I don&#8217;t</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/poetry/2007/01/i-do-and-i-dont/</link>
		<comments>http://greydust.com/complex/poetry/2007/01/i-do-and-i-dont/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 31 Jan 2007 00:39:39 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/poetry/2007/01/8/</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[Sleeping and gentle, as I open my eyes. And focus my vision on the light, squeezing through the blinds]]></description>
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		<title>Dark Energy</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2007/01/dark-energy/</link>
		<comments>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2007/01/dark-energy/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Tue, 23 Jan 2007 03:12:47 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=183</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[This Sunday was interesting, it opened me to the pain people feel everyday and yet they feel unaltered or say unfazed by this hurt, by its constant need for attention. It saddened me to see those people never faced those fears but instead injected themselves with quick fix schemes to remedy the situation. I understand [...]]]></description>
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		<title>The ambience (part 1)</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2007/01/the-ambience-part-1/</link>
		<comments>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2007/01/the-ambience-part-1/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Fri, 19 Jan 2007 14:51:23 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=185</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[Have you ever felt a moment of pure silence? When you feel yourself become completely disjointed from the surroundings, and life slows down to an almost frozen-like state. I love walking home late at night and seeing the peace of silence. The calmness flowing across the buildings, with the slight edge of the wind sliding [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Love you</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/poetry/2006/03/love-you/</link>
		<comments>http://greydust.com/complex/poetry/2006/03/love-you/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Sun, 26 Mar 2006 01:40:18 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=167</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[Words can&#8217;t Describe the meanings, that are shaped or Formed through desires, are emotions amplified, intense and Enjoyable days, I glaze upon the empty skies dreaming of holding you in my arms The aspiration to bare all and look Deep Into You there comes experiences beyond touch, how I wanted fulfilling and Understanding my heart, [...]]]></description>
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		<title>The Winter Touch</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/poetry/2005/12/the-winter-touch/</link>
		<comments>http://greydust.com/complex/poetry/2005/12/the-winter-touch/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Sat, 10 Dec 2005 01:38:57 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=165</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[You and I walking across an unbroken white field The snow hurls gracefully around our bodies, like an artists brush Snowflakes, lay onto our skin, sending shivers down our backs and tightening our grip on each other Your grip, your warm touch, your warm glance, underlines our love. So deep be that touch, you reach [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Nor</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/poetry/2005/12/nor/</link>
		<comments>http://greydust.com/complex/poetry/2005/12/nor/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Sat, 10 Dec 2005 01:37:45 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=163</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[I think about the times we held each other, the thoughts an array of scenic routes around the countryside. I see you in the corner of my mind, your stare endless, and without pause or hesitation I embrace you. Nor do I think of opening my arms or of letting you go. Your heartbeat is [...]]]></description>
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		<title>1000</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/poetry/2005/06/1000/</link>
		<comments>http://greydust.com/complex/poetry/2005/06/1000/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 08 Jun 2005 01:37:07 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=161</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[Slipping onto my chair My head running at a 1000&#186;C The music abstract and liberated, The only one that can understand, can help filter Carving the loneliness, My heart injected with 1000mg of mistrust, Injected with die-hard desire for perfection Injected with the little tiny thoughts of someone&#8217;s else happy ending I look out, seeing [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Into</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/poetry/2005/05/into/</link>
		<comments>http://greydust.com/complex/poetry/2005/05/into/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Tue, 17 May 2005 01:36:00 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=159</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[The dark sands blow past my face when I float into and into&#8230; I hit, the wet grainy floor that I sink into and into&#8230; My eyes close slowly, my face heats up, feeling warm, comfortable, I sink into and into&#8230; I hear the many voices above reaching out and daring to be Yet I [...]]]></description>
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		<title>The darkness</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/poetry/2005/05/the-darkness/</link>
		<comments>http://greydust.com/complex/poetry/2005/05/the-darkness/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Sat, 07 May 2005 01:35:05 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=157</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[I feel the music slice into me, as if were a soft emotionless killer. Cutting through me with a knife so sharp and yet so delicate&#8230; This music&#8230; It reminds me of the past and strange it may be I cannot let go&#8230; This music&#8230; It opens the wounds, and yet I care not about [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Those Moments</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/poetry/2005/02/those-moments/</link>
		<comments>http://greydust.com/complex/poetry/2005/02/those-moments/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Tue, 22 Feb 2005 01:34:21 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=155</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[I close my eyes and drift into the moments that we shared Remembering as a child, looking at that curly-headed cutie that always smiled Remembering as a teenager, how we used to play hockey in the hall How we used to roll down the snowy hill and laugh as we dropped How we played those [...]]]></description>
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		<title>The unknown empties my emotions</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2005/01/the-unknown-empties-my-emotions/</link>
		<comments>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2005/01/the-unknown-empties-my-emotions/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Fri, 21 Jan 2005 02:18:28 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=282</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[I feel depressed today. The lonely empty type of depression, that grabs onto you like tar. It feels as if it&#8217;d be almost impossible get off. If I were to create a picture, it would have to be me inside a dark hole, with no hope of escape, just wishing-praying for someone to throw me [...]]]></description>
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		<title>My Search (Part 5)</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/12/my-search-part-5/</link>
		<comments>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/12/my-search-part-5/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Thu, 23 Dec 2004 11:33:23 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=281</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;m in a loving mood, as my final night comes before I set off to Sweden. I hope I have fun there and the much-needed rest my body and mind requires from this oh-so draining atmosphere of London. I can&#8217;t help but think that I need to express my feelings to someone? But whom? The [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Drawing light from nothing</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/12/drawing-light-from-nothing/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 21 Dec 2004 01:11:44 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=280</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[The coldness of the song now reminds me of Event Horizon, the possibility of alternate dimensions is so amazing. The thought of seeing how something can end in a different way and its outcome sends my mind into a storm of thoughts. To even think about the possibility of ever being in space, sends my [...]]]></description>
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		<title>The Flux (Part 2)</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/12/the-flux-part-2/</link>
		<comments>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/12/the-flux-part-2/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 15 Dec 2004 09:31:07 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=279</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[I just woke up today and realised something. I never seem to be myself with the ones I try to impress and get to like me. Why bother really? I noticed this with Catherine when I saw her yesterday for coffee. I was going through my mind trying to think of something to say but [...]]]></description>
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		<title>The winter breaks me&#8230;</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/12/the-winter-breaks-me/</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 13 Dec 2004 16:42:23 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=278</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[The winter day breaks into me; I can feel the lack of heat, the lack of enjoy in my room. The white walls bounce all the loneliness straight back into me. I feel quite disheartened today, I think about the friends I had and why they haven&#8217;t tried to stay in contact with me? I [...]]]></description>
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		<title>My Search (Part 4)</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/12/my-search-part-4/</link>
		<comments>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/12/my-search-part-4/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Fri, 10 Dec 2004 00:09:44 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=277</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[Its weird, I&#8217;m thinking about the course of my life and whom I end up meeting. Am I starting to predict the course fate creates for me&#8230;? Maybe my instincts have become more in-tuned with reality&#8230; The first time I met Catherine, I knew after that first meeting that&#8217;d we meet again. Just this calm [...]]]></description>
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		<title>My Search (Part 3)</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/12/my-search-part-32004-12-07-013501/</link>
		<comments>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/12/my-search-part-32004-12-07-013501/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Tue, 07 Dec 2004 01:35:51 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=276</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[One final check of my email, as my msn is rubbish and does not update its notifications anymore&#8230; I got the song that Catherine told me, started listening to it and become intensely hooked. I was thinking about this on the train actually, and this song just reminded of it in some form&#8230; don&#8217;t ask [...]]]></description>
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		<title>My heart speaks of her</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/12/my-heart-speaks-of-her/</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 06 Dec 2004 02:02:45 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;ll notice the eyes of a girl first, then her smile and decide my actions based upon those two aspects if I don&#8217;t know the girl beforehand&#8230; I see many faces, all around. Yet the ones that dig deep into my heart are so fragile and complex. I realised why I kept meeting unusual girls. [...]]]></description>
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		<title>My Search (Part 2)</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/12/my-search-part-2/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 04 Dec 2004 19:00:31 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=274</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;ll notice the eyes of a girl first, then her smile and decide my actions based upon those two aspects if I don&#8217;t know the girl beforehand&#8230; I see many faces, all around. Yet the ones that dig deep into my heart are so fragile and complex. I realised why I kept meeting unusual girls. [...]]]></description>
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		<title>For a chameleon am I</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/11/for-a-chameleon-am-i/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 19 Nov 2004 21:38:40 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=273</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[For I am a true chameleon, in the whole sense of it both physical and mentally&#8230; My face acquires that of many other males, at different angles, at different hairstyles, at different levels of stubble&#8230; The chaos inside my head balances finely across my personality and creates this fog about me, where I seem to [...]]]></description>
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		<title>To bite or not to bite&#8230;?</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/11/to-bite-or-not-to-bite/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 12 Nov 2004 11:43:06 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=272</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[Moving house, relocating, getting a bigger room Clearly some good advantages and some bad&#8230; Moving house is always a massive hassle, packing things, finding old memories scattered around my room. I wonder what I&#8217;ll find today as I begin my final packing of clothes and the past. A nice thing is the fact I get [...]]]></description>
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		<title>My Search (Part 1)</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/11/my-search-part-1/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 06 Nov 2004 00:53:23 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=271</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[What am I looking for? My soul mate of course&#8230; That misunderstood and lonely soul, who has so much to share and no one to share it with. She cries for it, but hates herself for being so weak about such silly things. She likes to be happy and free. She is loyal never tries [...]]]></description>
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		<title>The flux (Part 1)</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/10/the-flux-part-1/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 29 Oct 2004 23:49:40 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=270</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[It does upset me meeting people who are never willing to take a risk or ones who play mind games. It does upset me a lot&#8230; I wish things were simpler and people didn&#8217;t fear for no reason. Why I&#8217;m saying this, is cos my friend Nadean and I were planning to meet up after [...]]]></description>
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		<title>No more barriers</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/poetry/2004/10/no-more-barriers/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 23 Oct 2004 01:33:39 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=153</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[I dream of us dancing under the crystal lights, all around everyone glazing Not a care in the world, as we hold each other softly. Stroking your hair, long fine sleek, reflecting the meek lights. Your eyes your smile strike through the many barriers built after the first. With undefined love, the barriers give way [...]]]></description>
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		<title>The experiment (Part 2)</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/10/the-experiment-part-2/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 20 Oct 2004 22:49:16 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=269</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[Back to my last weekend, I didn&#8217;t happen to mention that I went out again? To that Tiger Tiger place&#8230; lol oh dear lord. This was on the Saturday; I met up with Hania and this guy she was going out with now. I told her to keep things slow and just be friends, but [...]]]></description>
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		<title>The experiment (Part 1)</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/10/the-experiment-part-1/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 19 Oct 2004 03:26:24 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=268</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[My last, last weekend, or so to say Friday started off by going out clubbing with Hania again. We went to the &#8220;same&#8221; club (Tiger Tiger, strangely a character I liked in the game Street Fighter 2 had a special move in which he called out &#8220;tiger&#8221; just thought I&#8217;d pop that in&#8230; lol) again, [...]]]></description>
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		<title>The Annoyingly-Cool-Happy New Job</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/10/the-annoyingly-cool-happy-new-job/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 12 Oct 2004 01:01:53 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=267</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;ve really and truly started to build myself from the ground up. What I actually mean by this, is the fact that my confidence levels are gaining more and stable increase rather than fluctuating from high&#8217;s to low&#8217;s. I can seem to picture myself upon where I stand in this corrupt world. Getting harder to [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Two Weeks of Content</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/10/two-weeks-of-content/</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 04 Oct 2004 23:00:10 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=266</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[My days so far have been really content, getting over the bad side of my flux is a warm welcome. This strange flux puts me into the deep end of unexplainable phenomena, where making things just is far beyond my understanding. I didn&#8217;t know what it was, but I was simply walking down the road, [...]]]></description>
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		<title>The Day flourishes into Night</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/poetry/2004/09/the-day-flourishes-into-night/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 23 Sep 2004 01:32:52 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=151</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[The daydreams fill the lonely hours The eyes of a desert rose pierce through my heart like an array of black roses The smile filters through all that is sad and worry The mind&#8217;s involved links show the maze to your heart The unfelt touch a jump across the pond The complexity grows throughout unused [...]]]></description>
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		<title>The Red Canvas</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/poetry/2004/09/the-red-canvas/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 18 Sep 2004 01:32:16 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=149</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[The complete confusion, the miserable pain echoes inside my heart My face keeping the dark in that black box placed perfectly-neatly-softly-with-love in that small corner in this wide-open room I feel the snake slip the loneliness quietly into me, the understanding of my life never at hand nor at sight nor at thought Of the [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Devising on Life</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/09/devising-on-life/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 17 Sep 2004 04:05:36 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=265</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[You contemplate about the many ways life can change your views on so many stereotypes set in your mind since an early, through television shows and whatever kind of media that can be affixed into your vision. I do find it annoying that life has come into this era, ever since clever people such as [...]]]></description>
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		<title>The Shape of My Mind</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/09/the-shape-of-my-mind/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 14 Sep 2004 01:26:26 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=264</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[I did indeed get that job at the Health centre, rather than being an Herbal store. The first day was really boring, felt like trapping a bee into a jar. I&#8217;m one to get bored really easy sometimes, and yet other time I&#8217;m one to be content with the surroundings that are presented to me. [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Into the Dust</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/09/into-the-dust/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 10 Sep 2004 02:08:18 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=263</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[You notice a lot of things in life, as you grow older with experience. The key word being experience, is life itself just an experience for the soul to venture upon? And what does the soul gain from such deep-ended complexities of life? I believe that anything that makes you feel emotional reaches you in [...]]]></description>
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		<title>A month of many</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/08/a-month-of-many/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 04 Aug 2004 00:48:50 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=262</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[What a big month I’ve had… I’ll start from the beginning. It was a nice sunlight afternoon, and I was quietly writing some PHP code for my website. When I checked my emails and saw one email from my cousin Hogir. He was asking me to help him out, because his girlfriend Nathalia needed a [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Unfolding the many layers of complexity</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/07/unfolding-the-many-layers-of-complexity/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 15 Jul 2004 01:15:42 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=258</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[Contemplating over my past week and many unsurprising events occur in my life. Yet I ask myself why is all the hardship of life deploying its powers onto me? Or maybe this might a selfish view of my life, as other people out there are much less fortunate than I. Thus far my vanity hasn’t [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Gathering the scattered pieces of my thoughs</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/07/gathering-the-scattered-pieces-of-my-thoughs/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 14 Jul 2004 21:28:19 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=261</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[I have made myself more than I really should be, as in I have channelled my intensity into the dark parts of my mind. As I have classified myself a complex human being, rather than what I am at heart, which is a simple and kind hearted person. Has the business world infused a harsh [...]]]></description>
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		<title>The screams of pain (Part 4)</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/06/the-screams-of-pain-part-4/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 24 Jun 2004 01:50:49 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=260</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[I cry again for Megan, as my heart is in pain thinking about her! This song playing rips through me and yet I listen evermore! I look at the pictures of us together, and reading her astrology profile. It brings tears to me seeing her gentle eyes in the photos, and how did I ruin [...]]]></description>
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		<title>She comes again!</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/06/she-comes-again/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 23 Jun 2004 00:47:16 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=259</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[I went out today with Claudia, we went to Whiteley&#8217;s shopping centre and I brought some lovely new black shoes! They look really nice, but they were a bit expensive for me right now as a broke unemployed student (God! What a crappy title I have right now). They were from Dune, the shoes that [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Bittersweet tale</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/05/bittersweet-tale/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 29 May 2004 19:25:58 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=257</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[The complexities of love rage through my body. I met that Kurdish girl again, where my perspectives have changed on her. I grow suspicious of her intentions and the way she thinks. Our main problem is the culture barrier; I don’t think we understand each other on a language level well enough right now. It [...]]]></description>
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		<title>The meeting of souls</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/05/the-meeting-of-souls/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 22 May 2004 00:51:27 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=256</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[I had a very amazing day today. One that I shall not forget in anyway. A meeting of such a passionate soul came my way today. As I looked into the light brown eyes of this beautiful girl, i noticed the heart felt burst of passion and intensity that I crave for in a woman. [...]]]></description>
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		<title>A million and one thoughts</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/poetry/2004/05/a-million-and-one-thoughts/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 21 May 2004 01:29:50 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=147</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[I try, I cry away my thoughts I bring, I cling to the dreams of my dearest I swipe, I swear by these feelings I feel in your eyes I lie, I&#8217;d die for a moment with my soul mate I see, I saw that glitter above you I ponder, I wonder why intensity beholds [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Fresh connection fades into friendship-only, as confidence level needs to rise</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/05/fresh-connection-fades-into-friendship-only-as-confidence-level-needs-to-rise/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 05 May 2004 01:36:55 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[It was my birthday yesterday, and it was a delightful time for me. As I received text messages and cards from many people. The close ones having the most heart felt words written across their faces and cards&#8230; I was thinking about my fresh connection, and it merged to me that I felt for her [...]]]></description>
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		<title>New Love Saga terminates, while pain arrives from my fresh connection</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/04/new-love-saga-terminates-while-pain-arrives-from-my-fresh-connection/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 30 Apr 2004 00:58:22 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[As strange it may be, you might be wondering why I haven&#8217;t been talking about my break up with vicky? Such an impact, should really of been written all over my journal. But somehow, my time spent thinking hasn&#8217;t been emphasized on her. We have kept in contact though, week by week phone calls. You [...]]]></description>
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		<title>The freshness gets taken out of my fresh connection, can true happiness != true love?</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/04/the-freshness-gets-taken-out-of-my-fresh-connection-can-true-happiness-true-love/</link>
		<comments>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/04/the-freshness-gets-taken-out-of-my-fresh-connection-can-true-happiness-true-love/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 21 Apr 2004 02:14:34 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=253</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[We look at life with many thoughts in our minds, many dreams, many goals. Yet as we grow older the many of those aspects inside our hearts/minds become filtered through the sleeve of realistic life. Don&#8217;t get me wrong, it changes a lot about you, life that is. Yet it might never open your eyes [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Chocolate Dreams</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/poetry/2004/04/chocolate-dreams/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 08 Apr 2004 01:29:12 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=145</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[The sensual deceiving princess sits with her straight arrowed black shoes pointing towards me, face mirrored in blur on the reflecting floor panels. I think of times our minds burst into action against each other. Yet with conflict comes grace, as grace solidifies into the viewable, seeing you across the table, I stare into those [...]]]></description>
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		<title>The screams of pain (Part 3)</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/03/the-screams-of-pain-part-3/</link>
		<comments>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/03/the-screams-of-pain-part-3/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Mon, 29 Mar 2004 01:27:02 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=252</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[My weekend started off very well, my heart was full of potential and hope for the relationship I&#8217;m in. I also had a great chat with Claudia&#8217;s sister, she seemed really friendly, and liked me! So that was a good step forward eh! lol The stress that love has put me through is beyond anything [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Fresh Connection springs onto another level</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/03/fresh-connection-springs-onto-another-level/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 11 Mar 2004 00:12:34 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=251</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[A pain dwelling inside me, a feeling either recalled from the past or from what I saw today. I was watching Sex and the City. And Miranda, was upset about Carrie leaving to Paris. Just upset me to see her leaving, made me realise how I feel for my close friends. And losing them would [...]]]></description>
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		<title>The Speed</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/poetry/2004/03/the-speed/</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 08 Mar 2004 01:28:28 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=143</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[The wooden door slams, the ice wind blows against my fearless face As the car door is opened, I drag my body inside. Feel the hummer of the engine; noise of the gravel cuts into my ear, as the CD player slowly slides and skittles onto a track. The moon splashes white paint across the [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Mild, gentle Weekend</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/02/mild-gentle-weekend/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 24 Feb 2004 23:41:30 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=250</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[The outcome of last weekend went quite well, as a change of events went into place. We finally had a great weekend, howeveras expected and not unknown to me was the odd argument near the end of the argument. Yet generally a peaceful and warm time with my Vicky. As the weather was so so [...]]]></description>
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		<title>New Love Saga duties galore! (Part 2)</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/02/new-love-saga-duties-galore-part-2/</link>
		<comments>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/02/new-love-saga-duties-galore-part-2/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Fri, 20 Feb 2004 23:56:03 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I am sitting really enraged with fiery and annoyance. I can&#8217;t get out of my head how depressed Vicky is feeling, even with my strongest efforts to bewilder her doubts. Miss V J Stevenson, still manages to find a little route into my heart and take another stab at my heart. Its getting to the [...]]]></description>
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		<title>New Love Saga duties galore! (Part 1)</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/02/new-love-saga-duties-galore-part-1/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 01 Feb 2004 18:30:37 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I’ve just finished a weekend with Vicky. Sounds very much as if I was going to work and its completed for yet another week. In some ways it’s a delight to spend my time with Vicky, but, and of course there was ‘but’. It might sound like I am staying with her for sex or [...]]]></description>
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		<title>The screams of pain (Part 2)</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/01/the-screams-of-pain-part-2/</link>
		<comments>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2004/01/the-screams-of-pain-part-2/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Sun, 18 Jan 2004 01:47:05 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[The pain drawing all around my body, the tears dripping away. And what for what? A strange undying love that I hold in my heart&#8230; How can this be? Why am I feeling this? Why wont it go away? So many questions raging through my mind as the pain lowers in my heart. The sweet [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Brisk dawn</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/poetry/2004/01/brisk-dawn/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 08 Jan 2004 01:27:12 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=141</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[I feel the brisk dawn of the morning As the red hot sun glides over my dwelling Hearing the gentle wind stroke my windows as I realise amazement of creation happening all around me. In the ground, where the weeds struggle through Across the mild green trees, I imagine a 360&#186; degree view of light-feathery [...]]]></description>
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		<title>The screams of pain (Part 1)</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2003/12/the-screams-of-pain-part-1/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 16 Dec 2003 01:47:33 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[The voice of this woman echoes through my body, as my emotions rush through my heart. This sad yet beautiful song is really getting to me, and yet the words projected from her silk voice remind me of Megan. I cant believe it but I&#8217;ve no idea why I keep thinking of this girl. Its [...]]]></description>
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		<title>New Love Saga evolves</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2003/11/new-love-saga-evolves/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 23 Nov 2003 19:31:51 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I am sitting on the train with my laptop typing away, the rain outside is slapping against the windows. I can feel the cold air slide in as the train doors open. My heart is calling out to Vicky, I miss her a lot. Even though I had a great weekend with her, my love [...]]]></description>
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		<title>The X-Girlfriend Saga, birthday treatment somewhat not gone to plan (Part 2)</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2003/11/the-x-girlfriend-saga-birthday-treatment-somewhat-not-gone-to-plan-part-2/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 18 Nov 2003 23:19:25 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Well I wrote a letter to Megan, just a friendly &#8216;hello and how are you?&#8217; kind of letter. I hoped she would get it and reply back to me, just wanted to know if she was alright. I sent the letter on the 12th of November, should of got there by the 14th hopefully. I [...]]]></description>
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		<title>The X-Girlfriend Saga, birthday treatment somewhat not gone to plan (Part 1)</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2003/11/the-x-girlfriend-saga-birthday-treatment-somewhat-not-gone-to-plan-part-1/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 09 Nov 2003 02:55:30 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;ve been thinking about people&#8217;s motivates in life, and wondering if everyone in this lifetime is self-centered? It makes me think, is that person really nice? Or are they doing it to gain something from me in the future? But do my actions have self-centered goals? I know that all my intentions for people are [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Beautiful Game (Flow of Motion 2)</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/poetry/2003/11/beautiful-game/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 08 Nov 2003 01:26:08 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[As my hand softly strokes your god-created lips Looking deep into your beautiful aura, The tears pour like a kid as I find a treasure inside Treasure&#8217;s value stretches as far as the clouds you see across the unseen sky For our souls have met once again and surely be with each other for thousand [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Jealous, yet Sweet New Love vs. Stormy, undying Old Love</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2003/10/jealous-yet-sweet-new-love-vs-stormy-undying-old-love/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 23 Oct 2003 00:50:59 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Firstly, I hope you like the website, some people may criticise that the font is too small or its too dark. But the look I am going for with v4.9 is very dark-cold-professional and symbolic style. I wanted it to be no fuss and no waiting web site. And I believe I&#8217;ve achieved that goal, [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Expanding on knowledge of love, yet feeling weird inside</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2003/10/expanding-on-knowledge-of-love-yet-feeling-weird-inside/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 14 Oct 2003 23:59:23 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I have felt very strange today&#8230; My heart has reached an emotionless state. I&#8217;ve started to recently get into Massive Attack, their new album 100th Window is brilliant, its very dark and chilling&#8230; But i like playing that through the dark night I spend in my bedroom pondering about where my life will end up. [...]]]></description>
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		<title>New Love Saga rollercoaster ride, as the X-Girlfriend Saga continues only in my mind</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2003/10/new-love-saga-rollercoaster-ride-as-the-x-girlfriend-saga-continues-only-in-my-mind/</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 13 Oct 2003 23:35:52 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Well hello there, I haven&#8217;t touched this delightful journal for ages! Its been around two months since i&#8217;ve written in here. Well I lie I did write on September 13th but I must of misplaced the text file when I reformatted by hard drive&#8230; Not to worry, I&#8217;ve plenty to talk about right now. I&#8217;m [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Love is strange, love is sometimes lovely</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2003/09/love-is-strange-love-is-sometimes-lovely/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 13 Sep 2003 17:32:23 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://greydust.com/halmat/?p=239</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[I haven&#8217;t written in my journal for ages! I am sorry for the people reading this and probably getting annoyed about where my latest journal has been for the past month or so&#8230; oops I will try harder to get things down, I think i will write on my laptop more often, just allows me [...]]]></description>
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		<title>The New Love Saga blossoms</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2003/08/the-new-love-saga-blossoms/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 15 Aug 2003 01:07:55 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I feel so glowing, for I look at myself and I honestly can&#8217;t think of a reason to be sad. Other than that my university degree is in a bit of mess and finding work is quite hard for me right now. I have decided to change my surname from Omar to Ferello, I think [...]]]></description>
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		<title>The New Love Saga springs upon me</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2003/08/the-new-love-saga-springs-upon-me/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 14 Aug 2003 17:32:28 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I have had an amazing couple of weeks, my life has turned into a completely different world. From being depressed and feeling unloved, to getting a massive surge of attention and unexplainable emotions for a person I just recently met. Your mind sometimes wonders into a world of dreams and fantasies you wanna fulfill, yet [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Silver Wings</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/poetry/2003/08/silver-wings/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 08 Aug 2003 01:25:29 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>halmat</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Dreamer has thoughts of flying across the greens, where the chilled air has always a hint of rain As he awakens, the doubts hold him down in the messy bed Trying to break free to unleash his silver wings. So that he can fly away, be free, be a spirit as in the past encounters [...]]]></description>
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		<title>One Thought</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/poetry/2003/08/one-thought/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 08 Aug 2003 01:24:44 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>halmat</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[One thought about feeling through your silky hair Begins my ride into the red thoughts within you, as I make the journey into your red soul Brushing against me the waves flowing through your red body Tangles and puzzles await me, as I float by the red clouds inside your mind The ease of your [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Red Thoughts</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/poetry/2003/08/red-thoughts/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 08 Aug 2003 01:24:16 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>halmat</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Laying here listening to music, Have you heard the love, beat through my heart? You know what emotions I feel holding you in my arms? Can you feel the stroke of my gentle hand on your back? You can smell me, Yet have you seen me breathe in your beauty? Have you sensed my breath [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Unfelt</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/poetry/2003/08/unfelt/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 08 Aug 2003 01:23:46 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>halmat</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I breathe in the beauty of your sharp-blue eyes, as they slowly cry away filling my soul with your unfelt love Further I contemplate upon the unfelt, further you entrap my fearless heart The countless-sleepless nights are endured only with glimpses of your mild-grey eyes The heat wave my unbearable love Laying here gazing onto [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Anger, encounters and the X-Girlfriend Saga</title>
		<link>http://greydust.com/complex/journal/2003/07/anger-encounters-and-the-x-girlfriend-saga/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 13 Jul 2003 21:45:00 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>halmat</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Life is quite strange, and with me its always the same old story. I prefer being friends with the female species simply because they are much more emotionally intelligential people. And with this emotional depth, they can be more sensitive, more open to conversations that deal with anything. But because i am considered to be [...]]]></description>
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